Grace in Shades of Gray

Oct 01 2010 ∞

Negative

I am not pregnant.

IVF #2 did not work.

I can’t say I am surprised. I knew this was going to be the outcome. So how come it hurts this much?

I have had enough. I am so angry and sick of all of this shit.

Stupid people who can’t and don’t want to take care of their children have babies everyday. Turn on MTV and watch an episode of Teen mom. They get to have children and Gary and I cannot?

Please tell me how any of this makes sense?

I can’t sit here and say “I know I will be okay” because right now, I really don’t know anything anymore.

17 notes  /  

  1. myaccidentallyonpurpose said: i’m sorry
  2. ohhappymiracle said: This is definitely not what I wanted to hear :( Now it’s time for YOU to enjoy YOU again. Maybe you just need a little break to refocus and breath. I did the same thing after a round of IUI and boy did I need it. Best wishes love…
  3. patienceispassiontamed said: I’m so sorry. Sometimes I think we need to have our own little pity parties. It’s hard to be rainbows and sunflowers all the time. I’m an optimist at heart, but it feels necessary to scream about how unfair everything is once in a while!
  4. mommabradley said: I’m so so sorry. I feel the same way when people talk about how “funny” Teen mom is. NO IT’S NOT. It’s sad that there are people like that on the earth & even more sad that there are infertile couples like the wonderful people here. Thinking of you!
  5. wannabemom said: I’m sorry.
  6. pleaseexcusethemess said: i’m sorry Amy. things are going to work out for you guys ~ time will tell. for now, take care of yourself please. xoxo
  7. heylaney said: I’m so sorry and angry and none of it makes sense at all.
  8. katunedited said: I’m sorry Amy :(
  9. braincooksidea said: *HUG.
  10. adiaryofadivorcee said: I’m so sorry… Hugs to you!
  11. mysocalledttclife said: Oh Amy, I am so, so sorry. If you need to talk or need anything, let me know. I know I’m far away, but sometimes it helps to vent to someone who kinda understands. Love and hugs to you.
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